Thursday, October 24, 2013

Illumination

Today's prompt: "Post you favorite word and describe it in photos."

Being a writer, I love words, and I'm always finding that there’s some that I like to use more than others. Currently, a couple of my most favorite words to say are Bloody, and Bother. I don't know about you, but I'd rather not illustrate the word bloody with pictures, and bother is a bit vague. But there is one more word, one that sounds beautiful and is fun to say, and it won't give this post a PG-13 rating to illustrate. That word is...


Illuminate
"To provide or brighten with light"

 









 

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Digging up the Past

Today's prompt: "What are your Top 5 favorite posts in your blog?"

I love to go back and look at my old work. It's a time waster, I know, but it's a good way to unwind. So I enjoyed going back over all my old posts; I've got a pretty good memory and was able to quickly choose the best ones without having to read them all. The resulting number of posts I picked was 13. Bringing it down to only five was a little hard, but my ultimate favorites were obvious. Sometimes I still wonder how I ever wrote that good, and it intimidates me to make another post for fear that it won't be as good as these ones; but I'm learning that I can only ever do my very best in this moment now. And so I present; my top 5.

  1. When Words Fail
  2. A Walk in the Mall
  3. The Little Angel in the Curio Cabinet
  4. This is Home
  5. From My Notebook: Little Red Ball

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Looking Up

Today's prompt: "Comment on this: If you cannot find a way out, look up."

When I read this, I get this mental image of a giant grave dug in the ground. The earthen walls are straight and perfect, like a house's; inescapable. The person is in this hole; this grave that he's dug with his own actions. The saying "hit rock bottom" also comes into this picture. He's in so deep that there's no escaping on his own. Pure darkness closes in around and he's about to be swallowed alive with despair. Then he looks up. At first the sky looks just as dark as his prison. But slowly, the stars begin to shine; millions of them. They set the sky ablaze with pin points of brilliant white light. The radiance of them floods him and his prison walls. His shadow falls crisp and black behind him; but his face shines with the same white light from above. Suddenly, although he's still in this hole, he's no longer a prisoner. He's been set free.

Once the image fades from my mind, the next thing I do is think about what the saying could mean. I instantly make the connection of "look up" to turning to God. To me, this saying captures the concept of trying so hard for so long to do things on your own, but eventually you realize that it's not good enough. You're too weak to deal with all of these troubles. Then panic sets in as you realize that all your mistakes and problems are about to suffocate you, trapping you in a cage of worry. Then you look up. You turn to God and let go of all these things you've been hanging on to with white knuckled fists. You surrender control to the maker of the universe. The weight is lifted and the darkness fades, and you realize that you should've looked up in the first place, instead of striking out on your own. The phrase seems to say that you should look up after you've tried all other options of escape; but I think, perhaps, that's the first thing we should do. Then we wouldn't become trapped in the first place. 
Also, one more thing this saying makes me think of. For some reason it brings to mind a poem I wrote a long time ago, but the strange thing is that this saying is about hope. The poem is about hopelessness. It's pretty dark, lots of my poems are. They usually are the best ones; truthful and honest. My soul undressed of the normal masks that keep me out of mental hospitals. Like Cole said in The Sixth Sense;
"I draw... people smiling, dogs running, rainbows. They don't have meetings about rainbows."
The poem is actually where the mental image for this saying comes from, only there's light in the mental image. The stars are missing in the poem.


This Grave I've Dug 
 

Chains, heavy as lead


I choke with the lies I am fed


Prisoner of my own will,


This grave I dug will soon fill


The light is gone


No longer is there song


I lift my eyes, but all is black


Oh, that I could have my freedom back!


A whisper, my name, a loving call


“Here I am!” I speak to a wall.


Documenting a Day

Today's prompt: "Your day in photos."

Just a little warning; there's about 126 pictures in this post. So... yeah, if you tell me to document my day in pictures, the filmmaker inside of me gets a little out of control. Once a camera is in my hands, it's hard to stop me.

Sorry this post is a day late, I was trying to put it up yesterday but it took so long to upload all the pictures that I had to let it keep loading through the whole night.  
Wake up; 5:55 a.m.

That's how long it takes me to actually get out of bed




Cereal for breakfast


Yes, that's right. Cake. (well, technically a bar)



Yum!

Getting ready to go to school


Playing Ninja for the last few minutes


Starting on my own school

Morning stretches


Looking for the sunrise (sadly, there were clouds)

Another exercise break. Doing push-ups; so far I can do 20, and no, not the girl-version


Hygiene time!

Then onto laundry

Yikes! I still have clothes from last week to fold

Surprise by Jars of Clay


The view from my laundry room


Stuff found in my pockets (except the belt of course)

Mom harvested the herbs today


Dad's checking for mold; a couple of the cookies had some.

My favorite, chicken biscuits!

First snack (I almost have as many meals as a Hobbit)


Working on school again

And finished for the day!

Back to laundry

Therapy by Relient K




Taking a rest on my bed (not a nap)

Lunchtime

Just me and Dad today

Putting away clean clothes

Getting ready to write in my journal, where I'll become unresponsive for the next half hour or so

Chilling on my bed again

Laundry is an ongoing process throughout the whole day

Getting ready to go outside



Yes, I always run through the field like this when I'm happy (on warmer days you'll see me barefoot)

Exploring




I love blue!


"JOY" A little art project the leaves told me to do

Jumping, another thing I love to do

The computer is beckoning!

Research

I know a section of Fur Elise by heart and my fingers automatically play it whenever I switch on the keyboard


Yes, another mental rest. My batteries don't hold much charge for long (at least, on some days)

Bible study time


Little sister's back!!


Second snack


Looking out the window

The blue columbine, bought in Colorado, makes me miss that place; my second home


This is the best view in the late afternoon

Make a Move by Royal Tailor

A reused wipe container as a holder for used dryer sheets

Getting ready to do my scheduled chores

Cleaning bathrooms (mostly sweeping today)



If you haven't noticed, I'm kind of obsessed with the way the sun looks shining on and through opaque things

Starting up my mini laptop

Current short story I'm working on!

I've chosen the soundtrack of Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close to listen to while writing this story. I like to try to match the atmospheres of the music and the story

I finally get to settle down and write!

Suppertime. Leftovers


A school project

Mac-N-Cheese + pizza = perfect!


What can I say, we're geeks

My life source; ranch dressing

Can't even eat a crust without it

My one dessert for the day (breakfast doesn't count)



Sunset


Hanging out in the laundry room




Thankful for You by TobyMac

I made her dance to the music




No comment

My style of dancing is hopping up and down while spinning (I'm not a dancer, little sister is way better)

Tinker Bell

Uh-oh, little sister's got the camera


Eating ice cream while watching Star Trek, what could get better than that? (Eating it while watch Sherlock maybe)

Return to Tomorrow



Captain Kirk

My favorite character, Mr. Spock



Approaching the end of this fun day of pictures

A note I copied from the blog thingsweforget.blogspot.com

Sidetracked, it would be so cool to get these stamps!

The End (I promise)